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There is something socially reassuring about self-deprecating humor. A person makes fun of themselves and immediately seems more approachable. They do not take themselves too seriously. They are probably not arrogant. Everyone can relax.
Now imagine someone saying, without irony:
“I’m an exceptional writer.”
“I’m unusually intelligent.”
“I’m one of the best people in my field.”
Even if the statement is demonstrably true, it can seem improper. Other people may say it about you. Your accomplishments may imply it. Your biography can suggest it carefully. But you are expected to maintain a certain distance from your own excellence.
We have confused humility with the performance of low self-estimation.
There are understandable reasons for this confusion. Arrogance is often compensatory. Someone who continually announces how intelligent, successful, attractive, or accomplished they are may be using those qualities to stabilize an insecure identity. They do not merely know they are good at something. They need other people to know it too.
But the opposite performance does not necessarily indicate maturity.
A person can minimize their accomplishments, deflect compliments, attribute everything to luck, and make jokes at their own expense while remaining highly dependent on how other people perceive them. Self-deprecation can itself be regulatory. If I expose my inadequacy before you do, I control the exposure. If I make the joke first, I do not have to wonder whether you are secretly thinking it. If I minimize my accomplishments, I reduce the risk that you will consider me arrogant.
This may be charming, funny, and socially skillful.
It is not necessarily humility, nor mature.
Making Difference Less Threatening
Human capacities are not equally distributed. The ideology of equality, at the level of expression rather than essence, is flawed.
Some people are extraordinarily intelligent. Some are exceptional athletes, musicians, writers, leaders, or builders. Some possess unusual discipline, creativity, courage, emotional perception, or structural intelligence.
These differences create social discomfort. If I accurately say that I am substantially better at something than most people, everyone has to metabolize an asymmetry. I may be better at it than you are. I may be better than nearly everyone in the room.
That does not make me a more valuable human being. But it does mean that a real inequality of capacity exists.
Self-deprecation resolves the discomfort elegantly. The highly capable person joins everyone else in minimizing the difference.
“Duh! I’m such an idiot.”
Everyone laughs. Equality has been ceremonially restored.
The question is not whether self-deprecating humor is bad. It can be delightful. The more consequential question is whether making yourself smaller has become the price of keeping other people comfortable.
Arrogance and Pathological Humility
Arrogance and pathological humility appear to be opposites. Developmentally, they can be two ways of organizing around the same uncomfortable fact.
Suppose I am unusually good at something.
Arrogance says:
This difference establishes my greater human worth.
Pathological humility says:
This difference must not be openly acknowledged.
Both distort reality.
The arrogant person converts a specific difference in capacity into a generalized hierarchy of value. The pathologically humble person minimizes or conceals the difference so that nobody has to confront it.
There is a third possibility:
The difference exists. It establishes neither my superiority nor an obligation to pretend it does not exist.
This is more difficult than it sounds. I cannot use my excellence to regulate myself, and I cannot minimize it to regulate you. I must let the fact remain a fact.
What Do You Need From Your Greatness?
Suppose I say, “I’m an unusually good writer.”
That statement tells you almost nothing about my maturity. You need to know what happens next.
What happens when someone dislikes my writing? Can I recognize when I have written something poorly? Can another writer be better than I am? Can criticism revise my judgment without collapsing my identity? Do I need you to agree with my assessment? Do I introduce that ability when it’s irrelevant because I need the status it provides? Do I treat skill in one domain as evidence of authority in others?
Consider three different organizations:
I’m an unusually good writer, and that is one fact about me.
I’m an unusually good writer, so I am unusually important.
How dare you criticize my creme brulee when I write this well!?
The visible claim is similar. Its psychological function is completely different.
The same ambiguity surrounds conventional modesty. Someone who never mentions their accomplishments may be secure, ashamed of their ambition, afraid of appearing arrogant, busy managing everyone else’s insecurity, or hoping their self-deprecation will prompt reassurance.
Behavior alone does not tell us which organization produced it.
Humility vs. Accuracy
There is something strange about treating inaccurate self-assessment as a virtue.
If someone is an extraordinary pianist, why should maturity require pretending otherwise? We would not call a person who is six feet seven inches tall humble because they insist they are not particularly tall. They would simply be incorrect.
Yet we reward the same maneuver around intelligence, talent, accomplishment, and influence:
“It was a team effort”
“Anyone could have done it.”
“I just very fortunate.”
Sometimes those statements are true. But what if you are that good? What if most people could not have done it? What if luck mattered, but so did twenty years of disciplined work?
Reality does not become arrogant because it is flattering. It does not become humble because we understate it.
Humility has less to do with how highly we assess ourselves than with our relationship to the assessment.
Can I see myself accurately without requiring the picture to come out a particular way? Can I acknowledge strength without converting it into superiority? Can I acknowledge weakness without converting it into shame? Can I discover that I am worse than I thought? Can I discover that I am better? Can I remain corrigible when something important to my identity proves false?
A humble person does not need to be small.
They do not need to be large either.
They need progressively less from either conclusion.
Humility is not thinking less of your capacities. It is needing less from having them.
Strength and deficiency can then become information rather than instruments of identity regulation.
Greatness Without Superiority
Our confusion about humility may conceal a considerable amount of human capacity.
People learn that naming their strengths is socially dangerous. Women soften competence to avoid appearing threatening. Intelligent people pretend not to notice what they notice. Accomplished people develop elaborate rituals for attributing their work to luck or their support system. We reward these performances partly because they spare everyone else the discomfort of difference.
This raises a useful relational question:
Who is being regulated by your humility?
Sometimes the answer is no one. A person may simply have no reason to emphasize their abilities. Maturity includes discretion. There are situations in which announcing one’s superiority would be irrelevant, insensitive, or obnoxious.
But choosing not to emphasize a difference is not the same as requiring oneself to deny it.
One is discretion. The other is distortion.
What we need may not be more humility in the conventional sense. We may need a more mature relationship to greatness.
You can be smarter than I am without being more valuable than I am. I can be more emotionally mature than you without becoming a better human being. Someone else can be more beautiful, accomplished, disciplined, creative, or courageous without anyone needing to erase the difference in order to “save face.”
Equality of human worth does not require equality of capacity.
Acknowledging inequality of capacity does not require arrogance.
Mature humility is neither:
I’m not really that great.
Nor:
I’m great, so I’m better than you.
It is simply:
I’m great at this.
And then nothing else has to happen.